Monday, November 24, 2008

LapTop Lodges, muwahahhaaaaaaaa... and God's Goodness

Who would hav thought that I would get an Acer Aspire4710 LapTop in exchange of my 1G Phillips USB/MP3 Player? My Dad so, sooooo rocks. Generosity definitely paid off! He also got himself a Lenovo mini-laptop. Good for him. Good for me, too. I feel elated.

Anyway, I just finished a review session with my friends, Pot and Rina. Sobrang lapit na ng board exam. Hindi na rin ako makapag-aral kasi gustong gusto ko na mag-exam para matapos na. Sabi ko nga, bahala na si Lord kasi siya naman ang mag-dedecide kung worthy ba talaga ako pumasa. Basta magpe-prepare na lang ako... E di kung saan na lang ang makayanan ko, gano'n na lang.

I promised Him that I will prepare the best way that I can, then I'll lift the fight up to His hands. Life is not supposed to be so hard. Even Jesus told us to lay our burdens to Him. It wouldn't hurt to seek help. I know that He'd still love me no matter what.

Pero feeling ko talaga papasa ako (ayan, conviction ba ang gusto n'yo? Sounds like yabang, haha). Kidding aside, I am not going to sulk over something I couldn't accomplish. Maybe I am just destined to accomplish something much greater (or something like that). As I have said, I will lift it up to His hands. Bahala na Siya. I am not in the position to doubt Him even for just one second. So, with conviction I will say: PAPASA AKO. 1 TAKE LANG.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I have a Dream

Kanina lang, a dream dawn into me. The "Destiny" that I have been praying for unfolded in my face, and now I can't concentrate. I can't finish reading the CHN book... I feel elated.

I called Yanii up, all of a sudden. I just have to tell someone about it. I wish to fulfill that dream with my friends---Rica, Iza, Yanii and all the others that will be open enough to admit the possibility of my dream.

As vague as it may seem---I have to leave it at that. Someday---one day it will happen. And I will be so damn proud of myself. I just have to say that. I have to acknowledge the presence of that dream.

Yes, I have a dream.