Today was one of those days... I was bitching around and cranky. Almost everything pissed me off. I was warm to touch and was apparently ready to explode.
Heavy PUJ Seatmate. Well, she in a way set me up for a stressful day early this morning. She was heavy, swear... Kasi everytime na pi-preno yung jeep [at hindi siya talaga kumakapit] ay nakahilig siya sa akin and I was the one who must carry her weight for her... So, soooooooo annoying.
Buti na nga lang at wala'ng naninigarilyo sa jeep kanina... kundi lalo ako magiging cranky. I hate PUJ smokers----such insensitive smokers should go to hell. Doesn't everyone know na halos pantay lang ang risk ng taong nag-smoke sa mga taong hindi nag-smoke pero na-i-inhale niya ang usok sa pagkakaroon ng lung-related diseases??? Freakin' unfair, no? Kung minsan nga mas malaki pa ang chance na magka-Lung Cancer ang mga non-smokers o yung tinatawag na "Second Hand Smokers" kesa sa mga insensitive smokers na yan e... I hate hate hate lung cancer... It's the most difficult way to die...
Elevator Bitch. The second one to set me off, and actually was the most successful, was the elevator bitch---whoever she may be---who said "Dapat lang" in a sarcastic tone to me and my groupmate while we were leaving the elevator.
So, kwento: Lunch break na namin at from the new building ng CGH-MC, we have to go down three more floors going to the other building to avail lunch food in a 30-40 minutes break, time for eating and forming a line to the counter included. Tapos, we boarded... and then, hindi nag-overload---pero I know it was really at the brick of having the overload alarm ringing. But when we were one floor down, the door opened and there was something that triggered the alarm and someone has to go down or the elevator would not descend. Yung kaklase ko, knowing that, ay bumaba... but she was alone and we wouldn't want it that she'll be running down the stairs alone. So we all decided to unboard the elevator. we told the elevator to hold the door and we're going down... that was when I heard a voice saying "Dapat lang..."
It set me up with my nose almost blazing with flames when I said to her "Epal..." hoping that she would hear it. Sabi pa nga ni Tayne, nakasabay pa yata namin yung "Nursing Aid" [NOTE: nursing aid lang siya na nagmamagaling a... yung mga doctor nga na nasa elevator at that time wasn't even reacting or making stride remarks... such bitch...] na nag-remark ng ganon... Ampfffff...
Actually, nung isang araw pa ko nabubuwisit ng mga taong yon sa elevator. The day before naman, yung isang elevator operator naman ang nagparining when she said "ako na lang ang bababa at nakahiya naman sa inyo" in the same sarcastic tone [or almost the same tone]. To think ni wala nga siyang rason to board the elevator kasi she was the operator of the other elevator on the other side na habitually nasisira...
Okay lang naman nang before that ay sinabi ng operator [in a not so good tone] na bababa kaming mga estudyante kapag may pasyente dahil nagrereklamo daw ang mga pasyente na mga estudyante ang nakasakay sa elevator... Wala namang problema dun e. We are good and able. P'wede ba namin pababain sa wheelchair or pabangunin sa mga stretcher nila ang mga pasyente to make the walk? Kami naman ang lalabas na mga istupido nun kung ganon.
Porke't mga estudyante kami they would treat us as if they are above us? Uuuuuuuuh, they can go to hell for all I care. I am capable of giving off respect the same way that I deserve it. Now, I sound crazy and mad. I am mad, but I held it off.
Self-assertiveness, sabi ko, I need it.
