Poor Little Naruto

Wawa naman si Naruto---yun name na binigay ni Pukoy sa kanya e. Ayaw ni Mama sa kanya... sinoli na lang tuloy siya dun sa may-ari nung Mommy Doggie niya.

Namumroblema pa naman ako yesterday kung paano gagawin ko sa kanya. Ayaw ni Mama na kunin siya ulit. Bigay na puppy kasi si Naruto sa little brother ko na si Pukoy.

Sa totoo lang, I feel for Naruto that no one wants him ["it" ba dapat?]. Kainis... I can't have him either kasi 4 na yung dogs na alaga ni Daddy dito sa bahay---namely Pochie, Bu-ge, Cuddy and Lola Cha-cha.

Sana ok lang si Naruto...

Sweet niya pa naman. Miss ko na siya kahit one night lang kami nagkasama---hindi niya ko pinatulog dahil ang kulit nya... Wuv ko na rin cya nun...

Summer Semester Details

MULTIPLY LINK: http://angcatalonan.multiply.com/photos/album/5/Summer_Semester_Details#

Randon squishh...

Pute-k Shots: Well, as always he's my model. Doesn't matter how hard he'll try to reject me, I'm gonna take his pictures. Blegh.

Daddy's Manong MMDA making wiwi:Cute talaga ni Manong MMDA. What makes Mommy laugh even harder is the Buddha Dad placed behing the peeing Manong. Hehee---sabi ni Mommy, naninilip daw c Buddha.

Moving On

Anxious talaga ako ngayon.

Earlier this afternoon, we had a meeting with none other than the great Dean Iris Chua-So [and yes... idol ko rin po siya---dalawa lang sila ni Ms. Chin]. There was no mention of her rumored resignation whatsoever. Now, scrap that.

What's bothering me is that she had been true to her word to help us graduate on October... Actually, it ended up on an earlier date---it has been moved to September and she's planning for us to take the board exam on November. Ang galing talaga ni Dean So. But gosh, the thought of it alone is giving me the involuntay chills of both nervousness and excitement.

Don't get me wrong. Gustong-gustong-GUSTO ko na talagang matapos ng Nursing this October. I want this feeling of uncertainty to end. I want this feeling of being a burden to the people who adopted me to end. I want to start living for myself already and make them let me go to learn my own ways. I want to start taking charge of my life and drive it according to my choices, guilt-free. I want to be guilt-free.

Ang problema nga lang ay ang schedule ko ng Summer Semester. Dean So laid it on our tables... She said that the schedule for our much awaited NCM 104 [that is normally offered during 1st Semester] will be from Mondays to Saturdays either 7AM-12NN or 1-5PM. Asian Civilization classes will also be offered during the remaining half-day hours of Thursdays and Fridays. Sounds good enough, eh? No. The set of instructors who accepted the offer to teach the major subject NCM104 isn't a promising set. Well, not that they aren't competent. It's just that one of them is known for his cunning and unforgiving teaching method. He is capable of too much self-degrading cruelty, while the other instructor I don't know much about.

Guess what's worst? I still have Microbiology Lecture as a back lag subject and there's no other time to take it but now. So, all in all, my schedule would look like this: Mondays to Wednesdays, 7-12 will be NCM104 and 1-5 will be Microbiology Lecture; Thursdays to Saturdays will be the continuation of NCM104 in the morning and Asian Civ in the afternoon. Imagine a fully loaded schedule like that for 2 months up until early June, and imagine where in the world will I get the energy that I will need.

When will be the time for me to read my books, to review my notes? Will I ever get the chance to do advance reading with that schedule? Can I take that much pressure? Am I ready to take the board exam on November? Do I even have the chance to pass it? Or at least, can I survive this one heck of a Summer Semester?

My Dad said I got to stop chit-chatting on YM, that's like giving up the only socialization link that I have with the world. I know I kind a suck in real life. I can be such a nutshell, boring. I am often left out... but I agree with him. I got to stop or at least, control my urge to spend so much time in front of my computer. I agree with him that I have to start reading already. Great sacrifices are required in order for me to survive this.

My whims----oh my God, my whims----I got to give them up. No more pulling-out of an all-nighter television show marathons. No more writing multi-chapter stories for Fictionpress.com and Fanfiction.net. No more going home to Bulacan. No more to procrastination. No more.

So... with this entry---I am swearing with conviction that my world will revolve only to my Microbiology, Psychiatric and Medical-Surgical books. I will allow myself a few hours in the evening to check my e-mails and and watch a few evening shows. Then, no more. Nothing more than that. OMG, I wish I will be able to live up to it. I know God would help me get through it.

2 months----Next week will be the beginning of the 2 longest months of my life.

Ut in Omnibus Glorificatur Dei.

Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel~~~ the 1vs100 Retrospection Entry

Naku, nakakainis----ba't ako rin di ko alam yun? Buti pa si Hello Kitty may BF... Sayang, kala ko tataas pa ang "high" ko last Saturday habang nanonood kay Ms. Chin sa 1 vs. 100, pero as the old adage goes "all is well, that ends well" nang sa wakas ay natapos rin ang kung ilang minuto ng kakulitan ni Corazon on a Saturday show and timeslot.

Ang isa pang nakakatawa ay ang isang buong araw ng adventure ko ng pakikibaka para sa karapatang makapanood ng tv. Pasaway kasi si Mommy, nanonood siya ng "Kakasa ka ba sa Grade 5?" at nagagalit sa akin kapag nililipat ko sa "Volta"---pano kasi baka mag-umpisa ang 1 vs. 100 na isang linggo ko ring inantay at inisip sa bawat gabi. Waaaaaaahhahaa----adik talaga.

Syempre, I should not forget to mention that that Saturday, Birthday din ni Mommy. So you could just imagine how hard I had to negotiate for a "lunch out" instead of a "dinner out".

Well, while watching "Rhodora" survive the "Ten Picks", si Mommy na bandang huli ay napilitan manood ng gusto kong panoorin ay wala nang tigil sa kakatawa sa mga pinaggagagawa at pinagsasasabi ni Ms. Chin Chin Gutierrez at Edu Manzano. To think, halos tulugan ni Mommy ang umpisa dahil ayaw talagang manood---aba't uubra ba siya sa akin? Waaaaaahhhahahahaaaaa---evil laugh .

Yun lang, share ko lang po. BTW, alam na rin ni Mommy ang pangalan ng tatay ni John Lloyd as mentioned sa tula ni Ria. Hahhaaaaaaa----imagine that. Na-high nga si Mommy e, up until Sunday natatawa pa rin siya.

P.S.: Sabi ko na nga ba muntik na rin siya sa DDR e... hehe, nakakatuwa rin ang mob in that episode. Ang gulo nila, .

Charles, my Charles.

I miss Charles. I went through my multpily account and saw his old picture. I love this kid. I met him at RSCC when we had our duty there.






[Guess what? I am at this time listening to a Les Miserables song that goes: "He is young, he's afraid. Let him rest, heaven blessed. Bring him home, bring him home, bring him home..." Sad song.]


Sana sinundo na siya ng family niya. It's a very painful thought to know that his own family abandoned him ang left him there. I wish they would make up for the lost time and the abandonment will not hurt him as a human being. I wish he'd heal. I wish he'd live a good life.

CODA: Ang Catalonan

I don’t belong here. I don’t belong to deadlines and caged structures. I don’t fit well in a box; such makes it difficult for me to breathe. I thought so before I could survive here but I was wrong. I used to want this, but again I was wrong. I was dead wrong.

I belong to the Earth---to the wind that tussles my hair for eternal ownership; to the sun that bathes my hidden glory with visual contours; to the sky that nestles me in the womb of a Higher Being.

I am a priestess; a slave of the Mother, a channel of God, an advocate of art and a lover of words. I may seem worthless but I am not. I may not excel in means calculated by numerical values, but I will make a position for my self in this world.

But first things first, I don’t belong here.

I am owned by something else.