The Night Before My 1st day of CGHMC Duty for this Year 2008...

Still traumatized by the damned "Rivera Incident", I can't seem to find sleep. Tomorrow is my first Chinese General Hospital Medical Center [CGHMC] duty for this year after a long time. I think in the inside I am a little anxious---still shaking with fear and hatred because of what happened during my case presentation with Rivera months ago. He's not human. He's a monster and he's still chasing after me during my sleep.

Ms. Limjoco confirmed that I'm going to have a Repeat Rotation [RR] on March with him again as my clinical instructor [CI] at N5. And regardless of how I want to contain my emotions about the thought of him looking over my shoulders, it still brings a certain pang of pain and insult.

While I'm shuddering in pain, solitude and hate here in my lonely room, the thought of the Vitales Signa, our college newspaper in which I assume the position of editor-in-chief, first semester issue took another slot in my anxiety block. I swear to finish it this week. I'll just let these 3 days of hospital duty this week pass smoothly and on Thursday, I swear I'll have it ready for publishing in Mr. Malvas' hands.

Before I end this entry for today, let me finish it with me making a mental note for myself that I got to start re-writing my editorial column named "Vox". I'll write there something about what happened and my thoughts about my duty in N5. I will entitle it "Fallen Hero".